Ho hum.

I am finished with my show. I'm finished with fibers (for now). I finished with having to worry about getting it done and finding time to sew.

And I'm bored.

I shouldn't be bored. I have 5 other classes that I need to do homework in. I have a presentation and test tomorrow, a paper due Tuesday, and two sculptures that need to get done this week.

And I don't want to do any of it.

Yesterday I was sitting here wanting to get up and do something creative. I wanted to paint. I wanted to go take pictures. I wanted to decorate something.

But, I didn't have a canvas.
It was raining, thus making picture taking hard (plus, I don't have a fancy camera like I wish I did..).
And I have nothing to decorate.

If I could just sit around and paint all day, or go out and get a nice camera and take pictures, or buy a house and decorate it all up, I would be a happy camper. Life would be great. I could go to thrift stores and buy cheap crap and make it awesome and no one would know the difference. (I did this with the clock in our living room. It started out a nasty gold, but with a little bit of love and black paint, it looks awesome. It doesn't work, but at least it looks good.)

But in order to get there, I have to do other things first. Like actually graduate from college. And then find a job. So I guess I should go study now...